Ever since class 10th has started.. I've felt sort of lifeless. I've always been a school lover and never in my life, have I hated school. But in the last few days, it has become sort of monotonous.. with nothing to look forward to.. There has been work, work and more work. And when I look back, the last time I REALLY laughed my ass off was during class 8th.. It was THE best year of my life. Everyday was so much fun.. all the people that were there.. my group, my class. People I've lost touch with, people I miss.. a lot. It's never been the same without them. I'd do anything to have those days back. And yet, I sit here , writing this down, and I know, I cannot rewind time, as much as  I want to. 

Life was going in a direction I didn't want to.. There were people running, here, there, everyone after one thing or the other, half of them without even knowing why. I just wanted to take a remote, and pause it all. Just breathe for a moment. Just do what my heart wants me to do, for a day. Just take time out, sing, dance, write, draw and forget about the various assignments in school and just concentrate on the biggest assignment : Life. 

Happiness. . No , I will not go looking for it. Happiness.. it will come. It's been too long, it has to.

Happiness.. what is it? 

For me, it's the simple joy to see people smile. 

To see people cherish the beauty of life.

To see people never give up on hope.

I know, everything happens for a reason. I will go through this. I will be happy. I will never give up. I will fight, fight for my dream. Fight for my people. Fight for love. Fight for life.

A fight with only one weapon : Self belief. 

And I have a feeling, better days are just around the corner . And no, I will not let them go away.. :)